Happy Gap Dreams

May 30

Apr 18

Tips from Pro-Ana-Central that I wanted to document. I hate to support this, but these will help me so much.

Apr 11

“Yesterday’s dirt and mistakes have moved through me. I am shiny and pink inside, clean. Empty is good. Empty is strong.” Wintergirls

Apr 8

hahahahah my abs hurt from puking so much yesterday. getting rid of food and gaining muscle. cool.

Mar 31

I was lurking my blog and I saw back in 2010 that I was saying to myself “I just ate. I will keep this down. I will not make myself throw this up.”

I had no idea my problems started that early. I thought I was okay and, well, normal.

Mar 29

i hate myself
i hate myself
i hate myself
i hate myself
i hate myself
i hate myself
i hate myself
i hate myself
i hate myself
and
i’m fat
i’m fat
i’m fat
i’m fat
i’m fat
i’m fat
i’m fat
i’m fat
i’m fat
i’m fat
i’m fat
i’m fat

I hate everything. If I was skinny, he’d like me, not her.

Mar 13

I will not eat tomorrow

I will not eat tomorrow.

I will not fucking eat tomorrow.

Mar 4

(via tasteslikeregrets)

Feb 25

SGD

The Diet is as follows:
1- 400
2- 300
3- 400
4- 500
5- 450
6- 650
7-650
8-400
9-300
10-400
11- 500
12- 450
13- 650
14-700
15- 400
16- 300
17- 400
18- 450
19-500
20- 650
21- 700
22- 400
23- 300
24- 450
25- 500
26- 450
27- 650
28- 700
29- 400
30- FAST!

Feb 20

3 days of laxatives kicking in all at once. awesome.

Happy Gap Dreams

5'10 and looking to thin myself out. This will document my journey. I will post my stat's when I'm happy enough with my CW to laugh at my SW. I will say that my UGW is 100lbs....to start.

Tips from Pro-Ana-Central that I wanted to document. I hate to support this, but these will help me so much.

SGD